Time: 1:30 am
Place: My desk
They said it's a special night, so I thought of writing you this.
In my room right now, I feel kind of excited. Well it's really weird, coz whenever I write a letter to someone, they read it after I send it, but now you're already watching my every word coming from inside.
I read a hadith for our prophet (pbuh) about tonight. He said that on the 15th night of sha'ban you forgive us all except a mushahin or a moshrek.*
Well I swear right now that I'm not on bad terms with anyone, & I swear again by your name that if any one has ever done me wrong, I forgive them.
I've been trying to direct my intentions of my deeds to you ( though sometimes out of no where, something pops up to ruin it, but I have faith you understand the human nature & you have access to the deeper side of me)
* "Allah looks down on the middle night of sha'ban & forgives all his creation, except a polytheist or one who is mushahin)
(sunna ibn maja volume 002, Hadith no. 1380)